Why do I always remember this?

Of course your going to feel this way when your hurt its like a scar that last a lifetime. if you feel this way and you want to do something about it physically or verbally your only hurting yourself. what are you going to prove to yourself after you do that? you just have to forgive and forget at the wedding just say hi and move on your there at the wedding for a REAL FRIEND. you can always still be friends with your former best friend. what they did to you doesn't matter now. you have a life ahead of you. even though she might not admit she was wrong. even if she did would you still be her best friend? whoever hurts you like that is no friend at all.